*sighz! My left leg is still recovering from the cramp I had yesterday. Guess I didn't warm up properly before the run. Haha. My left left cramped in mid air when I did a 'bunny hop' on a step after a cool down walk from the run. I landed on my butt with a thud... So funny. And I actually 'giggled and laughed' in pain while holding onto my poor leg... Wondering if I'm ready for another run tomorrow. Don't wish to miss any running session knowing that there're so many pretty girls jogging in that stadium. Haha. Who knows? Maybe one of them would be my prospective girlfriend! Then the two of us can jog together every day and ... (there goes my romantic wishful side again...)

Haha. How I wish life were this simple... but most of the time, they aren't. Life's never a bed of roses. How true it is... (even if it isn't, most likely we'll get poked by the thorns anyway! :p) Haha. I guess what's important is to stay positive in life. Easier said than done, but really there is no point staying in that dark and cold spot when there are brighter and warmer places to explore.

Hmm... I went for a general eye check up today. Found out that both optic nerve heads are swollen and after a series of tests following the eye exam, I was given a referral letter to see an ophthalmologist for a MRI and CT scan to rule out any possible malignant tumour in my brain. Ha. Everything seems like a nightmare. Imagine someone suddenly telling you that hey, you need to go for a brain scan to see if you have a brain tumour... Well, it seems pretty ridiculous, but that's a very good example of life being totally unpredictable.

Don't you worry for me though (that is, if you are worried). Looking at things right now, I don't think my case is a malignant case. However, if it's otherwise, I guess it's just something that my God wants me to experience and go through. I'm not saying that He's a cruel god (He loves me I'm sure!). I just feel that things don't happen without a reason. Going through painful trials can really build and make a person stronger I feel.

Okay, why am I saying as if I gonna die or something? Haha. I guess I'm usually more conservative and tend to think of the more negative situation. But hey, it's 2005! No longer is it 2004 anymore. So no more negative thoughts like previously. Stay positive instead!

Received a call from one of my lecturers just now. He called to ask me to see a friend of his, an ophthalmologist, in Jurong next Friday to evaluate the optic nerve head swelling before deciding if a brain scan is really necessary. Aha. Doesn't sound too life-threatening. :P And I'm really glad to know that people around me are showing concern and encouraging me. What more can I ask for? Really contented already.

Aiya! It's getting late! Gonna play a round of DotA before I retire for the night. Don't wanna oversleep again! Been missing lotsa class lately.

So till next time! Take care ya all! =)

PS: Hope you enjoy the song being played as you are reading this. For those who would like to sing along, I've typed out the lyrics in the previous post for ya. =)

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