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I love Sundays. It's a joy to go to church to sing praises to God, to listen to His word during semon and CE, and to have fellowship with one another within the church. And after church, I get to learn new stuffs during classical guitar class. Mr Choo is such a nice and generous teacher. He doesn't withhold whatever he knows.
Today I thought I couldn't go to church when my bro told me that it's 8:30am when I woke up. I'm supposed to be at the bus stop at 8:15am for Auntie Irene to pick me up. Glad that it was only 7:30am and yeah, I managed to hitch the ride to church after all!
Then sings my sooooooul!!! Haha. Sang really loudly during service though my chest is still a little 'phlegmy'.
After CE, I hitched another ride, this time from Uncle Sam, to Aljunied MRT station. Carissa is always so funny. That 'Hiie, hyped and high' girl, haha. 'Okay, you have a greater mind.' =X 'And yeah, do get well quickly from your gum problem and USE LISTERINE! Lastly, don't say I sound like your dad.' HAHA!
Made an extra trip to Somerset to collect my pre-ordered book. Managed to reach home by 3pm, or so I thought. The sky wasn't cooperative at all when it started pouring so heavily when I alighted at the bus stop. Sigh, served me right for not bringing an umbrella. Got stuck at the bus stop for 15 minutes until I decided to make a dash for the nearest block when the rain seemed a little lighter. Reached home soaked and hungry. Looking at the time and the weather, I almost wanted to inform Mr Choo that I won't be going for class today. Until Elvin called and tata, his dad was so nice to give me a ride for class too!
Yay, hitched 3 rides from 3 different people in 1 day (in 7.5 hours to be exact). New record for me. Now try beating that!
Was looking out through the car window when it was raining. Seeing how each raindrop was creating ripples on the water on the road, I also realised that small bubbles were being created as well. Makes me think of how things don't just exist suddenly. There ought to be a Creator of some sort. And yes, the scene kinda just tells me that and reconfirms that God, the Creator, does exist, okay! Looking again and I realised also that the small bubbles seemed to last longer than the larger ones, it seemed as it's telling me that geniuses and talented people (the big bubbles) dies young. Haha. Doesn't seem to match the first part well but anyway, I shouldn't be thinking too much. Been having bad headache these days.
Alright, I so gonna have my dinner and rest before working on the new piece that I've learnt today.
But before that, I gotta do a quiz first. Got tagged by Carissa and nagged by Lydia to take this quiz. So here goes!
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1) Have You Seen A Miracle Happening To You Before? I think it's a miracle for me to exist, to be here. =D
2) What is the thing you want the most? Eternal salvation of everyone close/not close to me.
3) If you have 1 wish , what would it be? Infinity counts of extra wishes. =D
4) What are you afraid to lose most right now? My loved ones.
5) Are you happy with what you have now? Well, things can definitely be better and I'm one who seeks 'vital' perfection. =X
6) If you met with someone you love , would you confess to him/her? If time shows that we're compatible, why not?
7) Who do you love the most? My family, Aaron's family, church friends and extended families. But above all, I hope that I'll grow to love God more than anyone else.
8) Do You Find A Need To Have a Stead ? Age-wise, it's about time. Schedule-wise, I'm still have much at hand to do. Personally, still not quite ready for it.
9) What is your favourite colour? Used to love white, then violet, then blue, then aqua, then green. Now? I've learnt to appreciate different colours so long as they are used appropriately in different designs. Good contrast is of utmost importance! =D
10) Would you cherish friendship of yours? Of course! YES!!!
11) Is there someone you hate? For me, hating another person is probably the most exhausting yet unrewarding thing to do. I prefer to forgive and start another beautiful chapter of life.
12) What do you hate most in your life? SMOKING, UNCONSIDERATION, SELFISHNESS.
13) What Age Would You Like to Be Forever? CURRENT AGE! Please, keep it there. Let me not grow old anymore. Maybe make me 2 years younger and it'll be PERFECT! =D
14) What do you want your friendship to be like? Able to withstand anything. A strong, stable, reliable and MEMORABLE friendship.
15) What is your fav. hobby? Practising on my Antonio Aparicio AA 50 classical guitar, Playing DotA with Abner and friends, Hanging out with church friends and SINGING LOUD LOUD when I'm alone at home. =D
16) If your friend snatches your boyfriend , what would you do? I'm far from being homosexual! =X But then again, if the question is rephrased accordingly to 'if your friend snatches your girlfriend', I don't think I'll worry lol. It'll NEVER HAPPEN! =D I have faith in my friend and my girlfriend in future (whoever she may be). =)
17) If you are feeling low one day , who would you go to? I'll pray to God. I'll talk to my mom. I'll share with my friends.
18) Who would you spent with if it is the last day of you on earth? With all my family and best friends.
19)Music to the beat. Would you listen to the music, or beat? What kind of music/beat do you like most? Actually I try to listen to both music and beat as a whole. I like classical guitar pieces and gospel and pop songs.
20)What do u wanna do the most during the june holidays? I wish I have JUNE HOLIDAYS in the first place. Gotta work man. =( But just to answer that question, I wish I get to slack throughout June while getting my paycheck. =D Guitar and DotA ALL DAY LONG. =D
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Instruction: Remove 1 question from above and replace it with 1 OWN question! Make it a total of 20 questions and tag 8 people in your list and list them out at the end of your post. Notify them that they have been tagged. Whoever done this, he/she will be blessed. Like wow! =þ
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I've tagged:
1) Carissa
2) Lydia
3) Ting
4) Aunt Catherine
5) Joycelyn
6) Huimin
7) Other GBCGYM members
8) Eh I don't much anymore people on my list!!! =(
Alright, it's been a long post.
Till next time! =)
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5:53 pm
Yay!! David Cook won!!
Guess we all underrated his popularity against David Archuleta huh?! 'Haha, for the first time, it doesnt matter to me who wins.' 'You both are winners.'
BUT! I prefer David Cook. =D
Yay! Yay! Yay! =D
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1:39 am
A 'Final Fantasy VIII' AMV
Featuring the song 'To Love You More - Celine Dion'
Cool graphics. Excellent storyline.
Now, that's why I used to get so addicted to playing the Final Fantasy series years ago. =/
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1:22 pm
Despair. Is this it? I always thought that I'll feel normal again after waking up from a night sleep. But this time, it didn't.
Why am I despairing? Why does thing suddenly seem so scary and why do I feel such insecurity? Why am I feeling so lost without any idea how to get out from this maze? Why am I seemingly blinded from ways to happiness? Where's my smile gone to? Suddenly for no reason, I feel that I've lost every reason to be happy.
My heart's bleeding. My mind, as blank as it is, is in a whirlpool. I feel like crying.
But why? There's gotta be a reason somehow. And I need to know it in order to break out from this spell.
I need to know why. Really.
Strum to the MUSIC!!
10:08 am
My spree of good health finally ended today with a MC from doctor for fever and asthmatic cold. The last time I actually visited a doctor was last year! Guess my strategy to maintain good health with daily intake of multivitamins isn't foolproof!
But then again, no amount of multivitamins can help when I'm so depressed over working with one particular colleague. Don't you know that depression is capable of screwing up one's immune system? Haha, especially when it has been snowballing for months. With a little 'much' consideration, I finally tendered my resignation letter along with MC for today. It just doesn't make sense working in an environment where someone just doesn't seem to like you and picks on you often, right? Suddenly the gross monthly salary of $3000 for 5 day work week seems so... gross indeed, when the thought of going to work each day just makes you feel so nauseous that you dread working. I always believe that working should be a positive thing; something that you enjoy doing and feeling good about it at the end of the day.
Just as I thought that he'd just approve the letter on the spot (after all, doesn't he dislike me so much), there he went asking me to reconsider it and telling me that he wants me to stay on and that it's too short a notice. I really don't know if I should stay but in the meantime, not wanting to jeopardize the operation, I agreed to stay and see how things are. What if he just sack me on the spot once he manage to find a new optometrist? Resigning and being sacked are different things. But then again, no point worrying so much, right? Indeed, what's the point of worrying; who by worrying actually adds a single hour to his life?
"Oh Lord, I just pray earnestly that you would show, guide and prepare me to the career path that you intend for me. Teach me also to put in absolute trust and complete faith in You that so You may be pleased with me. Let me not resent and hate my enemies and keep me from deliberate sins that I may commit out of anger. Forgive me if I had angered You by thoughts and actions in any way and that if I have not tackled the problem the way which You prefer it best. Bestow on me a forgiving heart and without hate, let me live a life pleasing to You in heart, mind and soul. Thank You for all the trials and problems that I have faced and will be facing and I pray that may each of them draws me closer to You each day like King David who came to You during his troubled times of life. Not solely in troubled times, but I pray also that I'd come to You throughout eternity. I thank You for hearing my prayers. In Jesus's most precious name, Amen."
Strum to the MUSIC!!
12:22 pm