My spree of good health finally ended today with a MC from doctor for fever and asthmatic cold. The last time I actually visited a doctor was last year! Guess my strategy to maintain good health with daily intake of multivitamins isn't foolproof!

But then again, no amount of multivitamins can help when I'm so depressed over working with one particular colleague. Don't you know that depression is capable of screwing up one's immune system? Haha, especially when it has been snowballing for months. With a little 'much' consideration, I finally tendered my resignation letter along with MC for today. It just doesn't make sense working in an environment where someone just doesn't seem to like you and picks on you often, right? Suddenly the gross monthly salary of $3000 for 5 day work week seems so... gross indeed, when the thought of going to work each day just makes you feel so nauseous that you dread working. I always believe that working should be a positive thing; something that you enjoy doing and feeling good about it at the end of the day.

Just as I thought that he'd just approve the letter on the spot (after all, doesn't he dislike me so much), there he went asking me to reconsider it and telling me that he wants me to stay on and that it's too short a notice. I really don't know if I should stay but in the meantime, not wanting to jeopardize the operation, I agreed to stay and see how things are. What if he just sack me on the spot once he manage to find a new optometrist? Resigning and being sacked are different things. But then again, no point worrying so much, right? Indeed, what's the point of worrying; who by worrying actually adds a single hour to his life?

"Oh Lord, I just pray earnestly that you would show, guide and prepare me to the career path that you intend for me. Teach me also to put in absolute trust and complete faith in You that so You may be pleased with me. Let me not resent and hate my enemies and keep me from deliberate sins that I may commit out of anger. Forgive me if I had angered You by thoughts and actions in any way and that if I have not tackled the problem the way which You prefer it best. Bestow on me a forgiving heart and without hate, let me live a life pleasing to You in heart, mind and soul. Thank You for all the trials and problems that I have faced and will be facing and I pray that may each of them draws me closer to You each day like King David who came to You during his troubled times of life. Not solely in troubled times, but I pray also that I'd come to You throughout eternity. I thank You for hearing my prayers. In Jesus's most precious name, Amen."

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