Despair. Is this it? I always thought that I'll feel normal again after waking up from a night sleep. But this time, it didn't.

Why am I despairing? Why does thing suddenly seem so scary and why do I feel such insecurity? Why am I feeling so lost without any idea how to get out from this maze? Why am I seemingly blinded from ways to happiness? Where's my smile gone to? Suddenly for no reason, I feel that I've lost every reason to be happy.

My heart's bleeding. My mind, as blank as it is, is in a whirlpool. I feel like crying.

But why? There's gotta be a reason somehow. And I need to know it in order to break out from this spell.

I need to know why. Really.

Strum to the MUSIC!!
10:08 am

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