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"I dreamt of a girl last night.
I probably thought of her the whole night through.
My first thought was her the moment I woke up.
I think I like her.
And it hurts at the same time.
Because I know I'll never be good enough for her.
Alas, I wish this feeling would fade away.
Back like it had never nor should have existed.
In a selfish and a cowardly fool like one.
Such as I."
And yup, I guess somehow I'm feeling better now. And I hope I'd never have dreams like that anymore. The aftermath of thoughts are depressing. I don't dare to even think about it. It'll just make my head swells and hurts terribly.
Why bother? I'll never be good enough anyway. And I know I wasn't and I'm never meant to be.
I just wanna play my guitar.
That's where my heart prefers to be. =)
And yeah hyper sis, you don't have the copyright to the first 4 lines so I'm ALLOWED to use them. Haha. =X
Strum to the MUSIC!!
1:17 am